BIGGEST MYSTERY OF LIFE.: When to be selfish and when to be selfless...??

A post very close to my heart.... Posting it one more time....
"All the creatures in this world are selfish and so are we, but
according to human nature we humans want to do something different and
unique, so why don't we start it from here, 'OUR OWN NATURE"..
And as we know, every living creature in this world is born selfish,
but, we must do selfless services for people who are in need,
considering the whole picture and not just our selves. It may be a
case that "the people who are in need", don't deserve a selfless
service. But then also we should help them, and serve them.. If we are
helping and caring for someone who doesn't deserve that, then only
we're not selfish, otherwise we are, 'selfish', because "a selfless
activity/service means acting without thinking a little thing about
the person..." a person who is completely innocent, offering himself
as a selfless person to the others, including his enemies and become a
ransom of the world. It is a perfect act of being selfless to even
those who don't deserve it...."
"ONLY THOSE WHO HAVE LEARNED THE POWER OF SELFLESS CONTRIBUTION,
EXPERIENCE LIFE'S DEEPEST JOY: 'TRUE FULFILLMENT'....."
-Anthony Robbins

Jo chala gaya mujhe chhodkar......

"Jo chala gya mujhe chhodkar, main kbhi na usko bhula saka..

Woh doorian, woh faasle. 

Main inko na mita saka..

Kya use v mujhse pyar tha,

Ya bs....?

Ye aisa ajib sawaal tha, 

Jo meri smjh me na aa ska..

Meri dil ka sukun tha, meri jindgi ka junoon tha..  

Woh meri bndgi tha, meri jindgi hai,

Usko yeh na bta ska..

Yehi sochta hu main raat bhar,

Gar tu mila kisi din raah par... 

To karunga tujhse shikayaten..
Tu mila to lab v na hila ska..
Jo chla gya mujhe chhodkar, main usko na kbhi bhula ska.."

I know what you were thinking when youy were reading this? I'm damn sure that while reading this someone was roaming in your mind... 'Someone, whom you considered everything in yor life.. Someone, for whom you boasted to bring the Moon and the Stars.. Someone, whom you considered your LIFE.." But what get in return was a Betrayal.. Don't get me wrong.. Betrayal doesn't mean that He/She left you purposelly..
Now, for a moment think from a different point..
Before that let me tell you something : So many people asked me this question, "why DEATH?" Why am I advocating death these days? This post is for you guys... Actually I didn't bother to answer them... a simple reply by me was that Death is more loyal than life... as usual they asked me for a proof..
Fellas, this is the proof.. Just think of death while reading the above hindi poem... if it fits in the poem then i'll consider myself WRONG.. But I'm damn sure that it'll never fit... "Has death ever betrayed someone? Has death ever left someone? Has death not sure?"
Do you have the answer? I know you have... And eventually I too have an answer.. Co-incidentally we both have the same answer... And the answer is  "NO" "NEVER"....

JUST TRYING TO SHOW THE BRIGHT FACE OF death... :)

Who's more loyal, Life or Death?

In my last post I wrote that I want to die.Yes!It's true and I still want to. Got many messages. The most common message was "Why I want to die?" basically this post is for them.
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"All our life,
We,
Collect stones,
Ignoring,
Diamonds."
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There are around 6bn people on the Earth.Each & every one with the same aim, "To live".Only thing they want first is "Survival".Only thing they want to do first is "Live". All the years people spent or rather we can say, Waste their life in search of life, but what they get in return is not sure. Only probability is that they'll get a little happiness & smile with a long-lasting pain,sorrow,grief. Basically we can say that we get pain in search of life. For example: Gandhiji. "For him, a free India was his life. And yes he did achieve it. But what he got in return? A bullet on his chest by his own countryman for whom he fought all his life & a long lasting pain for his soul in the form of corruption."
Subhash Chandra Bose. "For him also a free India was his life. Although he didn't see it but did search it all his life. And what he got in return? A lifetime exile from India & also an exile from the primary school books."
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In the same way, for me my life is "You". It starts from you and ends to you. What I expected to get in return when I was running behind my life: satisfaction,peace,happiness and love. But what I got? A short-living happiness followed by a long-lasting pain in the form of your giving up.
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All this time I wasted running behind while someone loyal, someone honest, someone lovable was always there & waiting for me.Who'll reverse the effect of life and grant unlimited happiness,a never-ending peace in exchange of a short-time pain.
After these years of running behind my life(YOU) I've become weak and got tired.Now, I've made my mind to surrender myself to her, who has opened her arms to embrace me.
"Who's she?"
She is no one but
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DEATH.
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"Death,
Loyal honest lovable,
In every field,
Compared to,
Life."
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Madman

Deadman

An open letter to the ex.. From the boys who can't endure...

"Best things in life,
Unseen,
We close our eyes,
When we kiss,
Wish and Dream.."
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Valentines week: celebrations going on among couples. This year I had also a chance of participation but had to cancel it due to our sudden partition.But it's ok. Actually i was excited because i've never celebrated it earlier.But the separation saved me.It didn't make any change and I should feel happy about this b'coz "Often change brings disaster with it." In this way I shall consider myself lucky that I'll not face any difficulty.
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Whatever we should do in life we only do if it is true,faithful,honest,loyal and possibly longlasting or everlasting.I shall thank you for leaving me before the V-week.Because neither I want to celebrate only one V-day in my life nor I want to celebrate it with new partner each and every year.
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Happier part is that someone is stalking me for some weeks and she wants me to be her valentine.But I dnt want to, coz u're the one who's in my heart.I'm asking you, "Shall I accept her proposal?"She'll never leave me.And it's going to be a lifetime relationship.I'm seeking your permission b'coj my heart is a slave and you're the master.Hope you'll not disappoint me and grant me the permission.
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Since we've been separated my heart is on silent mode.It doesn't talk to anyone.Hey! It has started vibrating.A message!Seems,our hearts are inter-connected.Great! I knew it.You granted your permission.You're such a kind-hearted girl indeed.
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"My heart still aches in sadness,
And secret tears will flow!
What it means to lose you,
No one will ever know."
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Finally, I'm going to celebrate V-Day & that with my lifetime partner, one who'll never leave me,whom I'll never leave,One who's going to embrace me in her arms and will keep me there,always.
Don't you want to know who's it? What's her name?
"Death".... :)
Bye.. And best of luck for your valentine.. :)

"Death is well understood, it's LIFE which isn't."
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Madman or Deadman...?

''missing you''

Still wanna, feel u beside me.
Still wanna, take care of you,
still wanna, hug you so tightly.
So tenderly as I could..

Still wanna feel your warmth,
still wanna dream of you.
Still when I close my eyes,
I am still "MISSING YOU"

This emptiness surrounds me,
when you're no around me,
wouldn't you law beside me..
And we'll have that long time chats..

The loneliness clouds me,
the place where i can't see.. (off course you)
and i'm still missing you..
Its the the matter of fact..

Has the day come yet?
Where I feel and I take care of you?
Baby, you let me say,
that I'm still "MISSING YOU"...:(

The Dreams

They say dreams never do come true..
But they are wrong, I say they do..

I dream of violence, I dream of hurt..
I dream of children, they live in dirt..

I dream of you, I dream of me..
I dream of how this was never meant to be..

I dream of my feelings,
I dream of my thoughts..
I dream of these things,
I dream of them lots..

I dream of my loved ones, I
dream of the dead..
I dream of these thoughts,
exploding my head..

I dream of you yelling, I dream of you crying..
I dream of you hiding, I dream of you lying..

I dream of you hurting, I dream of you shutting me out of your life..
I dream of the of the only one I can trust, I dream of my knife.

They say dreams never do come true,
But they are wrong, I say they do..