Who's more loyal, Life or Death?

In my last post I wrote that I want to die.Yes!It's true and I still want to. Got many messages. The most common message was "Why I want to die?" basically this post is for them.
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"All our life,
We,
Collect stones,
Ignoring,
Diamonds."
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There are around 6bn people on the Earth.Each & every one with the same aim, "To live".Only thing they want first is "Survival".Only thing they want to do first is "Live". All the years people spent or rather we can say, Waste their life in search of life, but what they get in return is not sure. Only probability is that they'll get a little happiness & smile with a long-lasting pain,sorrow,grief. Basically we can say that we get pain in search of life. For example: Gandhiji. "For him, a free India was his life. And yes he did achieve it. But what he got in return? A bullet on his chest by his own countryman for whom he fought all his life & a long lasting pain for his soul in the form of corruption."
Subhash Chandra Bose. "For him also a free India was his life. Although he didn't see it but did search it all his life. And what he got in return? A lifetime exile from India & also an exile from the primary school books."
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In the same way, for me my life is "You". It starts from you and ends to you. What I expected to get in return when I was running behind my life: satisfaction,peace,happiness and love. But what I got? A short-living happiness followed by a long-lasting pain in the form of your giving up.
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All this time I wasted running behind while someone loyal, someone honest, someone lovable was always there & waiting for me.Who'll reverse the effect of life and grant unlimited happiness,a never-ending peace in exchange of a short-time pain.
After these years of running behind my life(YOU) I've become weak and got tired.Now, I've made my mind to surrender myself to her, who has opened her arms to embrace me.
"Who's she?"
She is no one but
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DEATH.
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"Death,
Loyal honest lovable,
In every field,
Compared to,
Life."
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Madman

Deadman

An open letter to the ex.. From the boys who can't endure...

"Best things in life,
Unseen,
We close our eyes,
When we kiss,
Wish and Dream.."
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Valentines week: celebrations going on among couples. This year I had also a chance of participation but had to cancel it due to our sudden partition.But it's ok. Actually i was excited because i've never celebrated it earlier.But the separation saved me.It didn't make any change and I should feel happy about this b'coz "Often change brings disaster with it." In this way I shall consider myself lucky that I'll not face any difficulty.
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Whatever we should do in life we only do if it is true,faithful,honest,loyal and possibly longlasting or everlasting.I shall thank you for leaving me before the V-week.Because neither I want to celebrate only one V-day in my life nor I want to celebrate it with new partner each and every year.
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Happier part is that someone is stalking me for some weeks and she wants me to be her valentine.But I dnt want to, coz u're the one who's in my heart.I'm asking you, "Shall I accept her proposal?"She'll never leave me.And it's going to be a lifetime relationship.I'm seeking your permission b'coj my heart is a slave and you're the master.Hope you'll not disappoint me and grant me the permission.
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Since we've been separated my heart is on silent mode.It doesn't talk to anyone.Hey! It has started vibrating.A message!Seems,our hearts are inter-connected.Great! I knew it.You granted your permission.You're such a kind-hearted girl indeed.
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"My heart still aches in sadness,
And secret tears will flow!
What it means to lose you,
No one will ever know."
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Finally, I'm going to celebrate V-Day & that with my lifetime partner, one who'll never leave me,whom I'll never leave,One who's going to embrace me in her arms and will keep me there,always.
Don't you want to know who's it? What's her name?
"Death".... :)
Bye.. And best of luck for your valentine.. :)

"Death is well understood, it's LIFE which isn't."
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Madman or Deadman...?