Chasing A Dream......!!!

"Shadows crawl,
In every direction of yesteryears,
Confiscate
The hoardings,
Of clustered conclusions.."

One fine day while watching out of the window he turned his head to his room!! Outside there somewhere, some people were cherishing their happiness as India won the world cup!! Every one present in there, was hoping for a glimpse of that parade!! But for him, it was nothing but a vulgar crowd which only causes disturbance!! It was not the case that he isn't a cricket fan!! It was just the matter of moment that he didn't want to look outside the window in a world where you don't exist......with him!!

So, here he is once again.... Once again toped with the thoughts that whatever may happen in the path, regardless the journey, you will accept him finally!!! Once again, slumbered on the thoughts that only thing that matters in your life is the love which has been forbidden!! Enough to get him high!! Pity him!! Still living in the imaginary world which places you on top of his priority list!! Which hasn't even mentioned any other thing in the list!! But one more thing he surely knows is that it is not going to happen because that world is nothing but a creation of his caring mind whose only goal is to see him happy, and that by any mean!! But that pity mind has no idea about the world which exists in your imaginations..that your imaginary world doesn't even care about him, about his feelings.. It doesn't know that in your world not enough places are vacant, and those which are...aren't meant for him.,, it doesn't know that he doesn't have a place in your world whether it is imaginary or if it is the real one!!

Meanwhile, He still gets to see those dreams where you and him, exist together!! Where, he still gets to hold your hand, where he still gets to feel your words, where he still picks your frizzed hairs, where you still rest your head on his shoulders, where he still get amused by the warmth of your breath..!! Alas!! They are all imaginary!! They all grope him with their expanded hands and that they don't let him leave that place!! That they incinerate his feelings and dreams!! 

He had done so many things to get out those impregnated feelings!! So many times he tried to make them understand that you and him together, isn't possible..even in the distant dreams!! Those feelings behaved as the free bees which are destined to transfer only venom!! As the scorching sun rays of summer!! 

They say that they aren't waiting for you  but, are hoping for the goodness of him, so that the dreams don't be left as stoor!! They are so determined that they don't do any thing except hope, because it resembles your face!! Yeah! You got it right, Hope resembles your face!! Someday, in that dark tunnel of ignorance a ray of your acceptance will bloom.!! Either in this birth or maybe next!! An optimistic imagination!! .

I don't know if this will be enough to pillage your attention!! I still doubt if that imaginary world will ever come into existence!! And if it does, will the time be same?? Will the conditions be same?? Will the world be same?? Will the words be sane?? But as Albus Dumbledore once said, "In dreams we enter a world which is completely ours!!" He is satisfied that no one else can own you, in his dreams, which is solemnly a creation of his!!

"My dreams,

Look,

For the real thing.

And my reality

Chases

A dream.."

-Deepti Naval (Black Wind)